May 2010
Changes
Wow just yesterday I was daydreaming of a way to get out of my place and find a new better cheaper place and just lastnight it happened!
I’m gonna be moving in with my beautiful girlfriend at her place! Its a wonderful situation! A big house with anything we need and only $300 a month.. This is going to be a wonderful transition then once we can save enough we will get our own place!
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I no longer have a full time job…I have this feeling in my tummy that is urging me to be creative! I wake up and it doesn’t matter what time I can’t go back to sleep cuz my mind is just racing! I feel like great things are about to happen and I just can’t wait!
16576.) i feel like an outsider everywhere, even...
blogsecret:
i think ppl hang out with me bc they feel obligated to, rather than bc they want to. and i cut myself because i love the way it feels, and even though ik it’s wrong and i can feel myself losing control, i don’t want to. it’s the only thing that calms me down anymore. and i feel like should be scared, but i’m not.